Life without you is not the same. You recall we used to shuttle the kids back and forth (man, do they miss you!) and sit in traffic all day and you would listen silently as I ranted endlessly about having to pay toll to sit in traffic and cussed at those nut cases on the road. Crazy times, we were great together *cries*!
I miss you, dude! Without you, I’m down to working these legs of mine. No longer Hip Chauffeur, just call me Hip Walker. These days, I’m off to walking my girls to the bus stop every morning. This is what it’s like when we set out. See anything? Me neither! This is freakin’ almost 8 in the morning for you and I’m not even kidding but thankfully it’s getting lighter every day.
Some mornings, I step outside and I see this.
A sign that Jack Frost has come by during the night and left everything in a blanket of crystalline white. The leaves on the trees, the plants, the cars, even a sticker that some kid has dropped on the road. Truly a sight too awesome for words. I stand there for a moment, imagining how handsome you would look cloaked in crisp white crystals and I cry a little inside.
As for the rest of the day, it pretty much goes like this – a scene from out of Twilight, bleh. After 4pm, it gets completely dark and feels like 8pm.
You know how I’m always complaining about the sun and the heat. Well, in cloudy 40+ degrees like this, I don’t have much to complain about. It’s bearable, not that cold, and best of all, no sun, only fresh mountain air and a cold sea breeze on my face. So lovely but …
… without you, I have to walk everywhere. Going up and down an incline a couple of times a day is giving my glutes and hamstrings one heckuva workout. You will be proud of me. But I’d rather be stepping on your pedals *bawls*, you take me everywhere in a snap!
Me and the kids, we’re lost without you. Wish you were here. We could really go places. Love you, miss you like crazy, can’t wait to see you,
Hugs and muaks.